什么时候失去了那份热诚和斗志？什么时候以泄气为伍？什么时候事事都那么灰？
If I just don't lose my inspiration~If I just don't run out of steam~
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Refresh
It's been 3 months' time~Ahh~
Okaei,some of you might have tired of asking me to update my blog,some of you have already given up hope on me as well, lol,i cant blame you all hahhaah.
Anywayz,too much to tell,yet too little time for me to rant~
Okaei,some of you might have tired of asking me to update my blog,some of you have already given up hope on me as well, lol,i cant blame you all hahhaah.
Anywayz,too much to tell,yet too little time for me to rant~
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
A moment before flying...
Wahlao,gonna fly liao!!!
Actually,juz act high nia.Kana steam hv no idea at all about what kinda orientation i ll go thru,what kinda thingy i should do once arriving there,what kinda thingy/ppl i should expect there,what kinda subjects i can enrol,nth,jz blank. All those info sent to my house,hvnt rlly read all,ish >.< Far Far different from when i was going to inti,sienzz
But looking around,i realise, yes, i am going OVERSEAS. 1 of the things tht i hv been yearning and fighting for,finally i got it with hardwork/luck from not juz me but frm all my loved ones.And tht's all it matters,other things, i ll rem what u say,and what i said,see if i can handle all those. I knw deep down im still shaky,see if i can manage it well lah in these 4yrs!
Hasta la vista penang,Aus here i come!!!
Actually,juz act high nia.Kana steam hv no idea at all about what kinda orientation i ll go thru,what kinda thingy i should do once arriving there,what kinda thingy/ppl i should expect there,what kinda subjects i can enrol,nth,jz blank. All those info sent to my house,hvnt rlly read all,ish >.< Far Far different from when i was going to inti,sienzz
But looking around,i realise, yes, i am going OVERSEAS. 1 of the things tht i hv been yearning and fighting for,finally i got it with hardwork/luck from not juz me but frm all my loved ones.And tht's all it matters,other things, i ll rem what u say,and what i said,see if i can handle all those. I knw deep down im still shaky,see if i can manage it well lah in these 4yrs!
Hasta la vista penang,Aus here i come!!!
Sunday, January 25, 2009
除夕夜
okaei~the time of the year again!!!HAPPY CHINESE 牛YEAR!!!
let's see, last day in nilai, nth much, kept things up, left, jampacked in the much beloved ktm again. Got to remind all of us, it's indeed a blessing in disguise to study in wasteland. At least when u wana take a ktm, u will always be able to board into the train(and even get a seat) if u take it at Nilai station, even if it's peak season like now. Live in Serdang/Kajang/Cheras, u gonna wait for 4 rounds of ktm(each round wait for 25min at least) and u might not even get into it either. Yeah~~
So took the most godly hr of bus home, halfway jammed from Slim River all the way to Ipoh. That particular stretch of highway took about 1.5hrs, all because PLUS directed all vehicles to stalls that distributed free coffee to drivers. Corporate Social Rsponsibility that caused severe jam, PLUS rawkzzzz
anywayz,it's juz spring time again when pg's in sight, and yes, this is of course the best place to celebrate CNY!!!
let's see, last day in nilai, nth much, kept things up, left, jampacked in the much beloved ktm again. Got to remind all of us, it's indeed a blessing in disguise to study in wasteland. At least when u wana take a ktm, u will always be able to board into the train(and even get a seat) if u take it at Nilai station, even if it's peak season like now. Live in Serdang/Kajang/Cheras, u gonna wait for 4 rounds of ktm(each round wait for 25min at least) and u might not even get into it either. Yeah~~
So took the most godly hr of bus home, halfway jammed from Slim River all the way to Ipoh. That particular stretch of highway took about 1.5hrs, all because PLUS directed all vehicles to stalls that distributed free coffee to drivers. Corporate Social Rsponsibility that caused severe jam, PLUS rawkzzzz
anywayz,it's juz spring time again when pg's in sight, and yes, this is of course the best place to celebrate CNY!!!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
mathebehosehness
昨天被问到有关summation and infinite series的题目，看到summation的符号时直接束手无策，又让我感受到SAM的数学真的chinbeh的问题...
记得有一次，那是sem2的事情了，在common room时有个non-jpa的AUP student问沈先生calculus 1 的 inequality题目（我想就连沈氏现在也不记得这件事了）。当时在场的我也被拉去看看，怎知那个人不知从哪儿打听我是SAM student，就直接一句“eh,SAM students会数学的meh?"wahlao,当时还真是生平首次当面数学被挑战到,他***,老子就算没拿 calculus 1 也还不至于被inequality难倒吧?
不过说到底，我不怪罪那人这么藐视SAM;只能说自己的course不争气。Yes,no doubt we are doing mathematics,we are solving problems,but we are not feeling it!!There are a lot of things which are not covered in the so-called syllabi,才问多一点点就out of syllabus,zz...有太多基本的mathematical skills从课程纲要删除,所学的真的纯属superficial的皮毛。打从SAM的第一天，就再也无法 derive satisfaction from learning & solving maths.There are so many questions from college basic mathematics textbooks that you cant even fathom the symbols at all,all because you just haven't got the chance to learn it in your course,it just makes you to wonder if you are really learning maths at all.
So what if got 20 for double math?It doesn't at all prove our mathematical competence;to me,a 20 is not much different from a 15 or 16,we know too little about math,we never get the chance to delve into math in depth and fully saviour it.No doubt,math in SAM is not as easy as you perceive(especially outsiders,take note plzz before commenting anything)作业和考试题目常常出得很奇妙,weird weird酱，examiners really enjoy trying to be funny with us(and they succeeded in doing so especially in spec math)。但是不管题目出得怎样厉害，怎样把我们屠杀得惨惨，学得少就是学得少，再怎样还是肤浅了点，zz....Wana say me chuin,lansi,go ahead.
老实说我的数学真的不怎么样，认识我的人就知道我还算平庸（或许比平庸高那么一丁点），校内考试分数证实不了什么，要明白一个concept要花比别人长3倍（或更多）的时间，还曾经在数学比赛中输得落花流水（不只一次），好像还很自豪酱哈哈...但我就是对它比较情有独钟，就是执着，不能容忍囫囵吞枣或‘为了考试而去做’的态度在它的范围里出现，可是我一再地被课程因素失望，真的很sienzz
在想，以现在的数学程度，还想问鼎精算系，要跟世界各地的pro kaki争饭碗，hehe,goodness knows my chances of survivability~~
记得有一次，那是sem2的事情了，在common room时有个non-jpa的AUP student问沈先生calculus 1 的 inequality题目（我想就连沈氏现在也不记得这件事了）。当时在场的我也被拉去看看，怎知那个人不知从哪儿打听我是SAM student，就直接一句“eh,SAM students会数学的meh?"wahlao,当时还真是生平首次当面数学被挑战到,他***,老子就算没拿 calculus 1 也还不至于被inequality难倒吧?
不过说到底，我不怪罪那人这么藐视SAM;只能说自己的course不争气。Yes,no doubt we are doing mathematics,we are solving problems,but we are not feeling it!!There are a lot of things which are not covered in the so-called syllabi,才问多一点点就out of syllabus,zz...有太多基本的mathematical skills从课程纲要删除,所学的真的纯属superficial的皮毛。打从SAM的第一天，就再也无法 derive satisfaction from learning & solving maths.There are so many questions from college basic mathematics textbooks that you cant even fathom the symbols at all,all because you just haven't got the chance to learn it in your course,it just makes you to wonder if you are really learning maths at all.
So what if got 20 for double math?It doesn't at all prove our mathematical competence;to me,a 20 is not much different from a 15 or 16,we know too little about math,we never get the chance to delve into math in depth and fully saviour it.No doubt,math in SAM is not as easy as you perceive(especially outsiders,take note plzz before commenting anything)作业和考试题目常常出得很奇妙,weird weird酱，examiners really enjoy trying to be funny with us(and they succeeded in doing so especially in spec math)。但是不管题目出得怎样厉害，怎样把我们屠杀得惨惨，学得少就是学得少，再怎样还是肤浅了点，zz....Wana say me chuin,lansi,go ahead.
老实说我的数学真的不怎么样，认识我的人就知道我还算平庸（或许比平庸高那么一丁点），校内考试分数证实不了什么，要明白一个concept要花比别人长3倍（或更多）的时间，还曾经在数学比赛中输得落花流水（不只一次），好像还很自豪酱哈哈...但我就是对它比较情有独钟，就是执着，不能容忍囫囵吞枣或‘为了考试而去做’的态度在它的范围里出现，可是我一再地被课程因素失望，真的很sienzz
在想，以现在的数学程度，还想问鼎精算系，要跟世界各地的pro kaki争饭碗，hehe,goodness knows my chances of survivability~~
Monday, January 5, 2009
New Year !!!
Alright, this has been my brainchild for like a long long time,but aikz, too lazy to actually initiate and maintain one...but tada!! Well, i guess this will be the space for me where my fingers take over the crapping job from my mouth~
2009~okaei! Age: 2 pieces(两张) already, but mind development: duno got reach half of tht or not haha. However, these few days have been quite slacking at home. You knw, too much good life at home rather on waste....ehm, i mean nilai (i will specially dedicate a post on this hehe), you just couldnt pick up the right pace to get started on serious life. Gona fly next month, but seems i couldnt even get the right mood, the kind of excited and fired up mood to start preparing...In fact, now i am as good as an unemployed lol....
Well, perhaps i ll spam a bit here for the 1st few days hehe, stay tune for next post---
2009~okaei! Age: 2 pieces(两张) already, but mind development: duno got reach half of tht or not haha. However, these few days have been quite slacking at home. You knw, too much good life at home rather on waste....ehm, i mean nilai (i will specially dedicate a post on this hehe), you just couldnt pick up the right pace to get started on serious life. Gona fly next month, but seems i couldnt even get the right mood, the kind of excited and fired up mood to start preparing...In fact, now i am as good as an unemployed lol....
Well, perhaps i ll spam a bit here for the 1st few days hehe, stay tune for next post---
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